25 febrero 2006

Tal vez


En un alarde de bestialismo a una le da por escribir. Por retener impresos retazos de su cotidianidad enclenque, burda.
Para el fin de semana, la rutina de los cinco días anteriores se ha hecho pasado. Y repaso el calendario. Y decido volver a los paseos, a los pasos.
Tal vez lleve razón el Doctor y deba cambiar de agenda, o pasar página. Pero tal vez, hoy no sea el día y lo que me apetezca sea mirar qué tengo anotada en ella, por si se me pasó algo interesante.
Diría que una, a estas alturas de la película, está empezando a vivir. Joder, qué suerte, y que pocas ganas, qué pereza. Debe de haberme sentado mal leer de nuevo "La Espuma de los días"
Ya no tengo cabeza para viejas glorias.
Si los martes no se llenan, si los jueves se quedan vacíos, volveré a la fotografía.

También a la música, pero esta vez sin que nadie me oiga.
En todo caso, podría retomar mis anotaciones para futuros ensayos. O escribir relatos pornográficos para ese panfleto subversivo que me tira los tejos. O volver a la política.

O, incluso, volver, que no es poco.
Mi ciudad se convierte de nuevo en mi refugio.
Gracias Jose Luís por fotografiármela y enviarme todas las visiones que tienes de ella: es raro que viviendo los dos aquí, se me pasen por alto tantas cosas.
Pondré tus visionados de nuestra urbe en este “blog de notas”, en este cuaderno red.
Lo que me jode es que seas demasiado amigo como para ser amante, demasiado soltero para estar casado y demasiado parecido a mí como para que seas mío.
Tras todos estos años, sigo igual. Más canosa. Menos amantes en estos últimos meses y más despistada que de costumbre.
Debieras ser el visor a través del cual mirar el mundo, o joder, por lo menos, préstamelo para ver mejor a mis futuros hombres...

Ya sabes que a ti, nunca te beso.

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